Is tomorrow. It feels so weird not to be at school at all. I haven’t gone to any meetings, trainings, district rah-rahs, not setting up my classroom, no books, nothing. It just feels weird.
I am glad and thankful that I am lucky enough to be able to take the year off. Even if Fiona was born full term I would not be going back tomorrow because she would only be at most 4 weeks old. I can’t even imagine functioning on the paltry amount of sleep I’m getting. People who have desk jobs have no idea how much energy teaching demands, never mind just the standing up for hours.
Still, I feel a little guilty, like I’m ditching, and like I’m missing out.
I think I have to start doing something with myself and leaving the house occasionally so I don’t go crazy.
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